here's a praise:
my grandma is healed. hallelujah for that- literally, praise and thank the Lord.

note to self #1:
this life is not about me, nor has it been or ever will be.
this translates into->me stop worrying or getting frustrated over things because you only live once. that's it.
live life giving it up to God. FORREALS.

note to self #2:
i'm so weak in so many ways, but i try to hide it. i try to present myself as being strong? why? why isn't it easy for me to break down? or is it that i've strengthened my pain threshold?

note to self #3:
when i dance, i'm in another world. i like it a lot.

note to self #4:
i need to be more bold.

note to self #5:
i want to live somewhere there is sun. sun makes everything brighter.

thanks God for a wonderful day even though on the inside i wanted to scream. but, i knew You were still beside me.
my world is being rocked over RIGHT now. and it does NOT feel too good.

edit:
note to self #6:
no matter how hard you give to something or someone, it might not be reciprocated all the time. but, love is still around. you can't expect too much because much might not be given back. literally, the one thing that's always constant and who'll always get your back=God. words from others are so weightless compared to that of Christ, right? right.