It's been awhile

since I've written in here. It's been awhile since I've done a lot of things actually. If I were to begin listing them, I think I'd be digging myself a self-pity ditch.

Anyways, days and weeks have been flying by and when I try to reflect back on what's been happening, it all seems like a blur. I'm in total shock to know that today is April 1st. April!? It's already the fourth month of this year. Insane to think that this semester is drawing to its sweet, sweet end in just 21 days. It's an exhilaration to know that spring's time to officially and forcefully blossom will begin this month (hopefully). It's exciting to wait for those consistent-60-degree-weather-with-people-sitting-out-on-the-diag's-grass-just-chillen days. It's honoring to know that in less than two weeks, we'll be celebrating Christ' resurrection- it's going to be a party. Indeed, this month is a collection of many celebrations for many wonderful things.

So for the past whatever weeks since I've written in here, has been a roller coaster of many events and emotions. I guess all in all, I'm coming to a point where I've realized many things about myself that I have to work on, pronto. This whole time, I've been displacing these "flaws" of mine unto other people, meanwhile it was me the whole time. The biggest thing I'm learning is that I need to love God more and love His people more. Everything pretty much stems out from there. Love His people more.. man, it's so hard when you finally find out that the humanly love you've been passing by on to love others finally runs out. It's no pretty site, and I can testify. I guess it's because I've been struggling to re-evaluate many aspects of my life, and one of them includes the relationships I have and the type of relationships I hold with others. How do you know that your friend is truly your friend? How do you know if their intentions are right? Am I expecting too much from people? Do I weigh friendship more than others usually do? Do I give in more to the relationship than I'm supposed to? I guess these are some questions we can all think about...
Either way, I gotta just Love, Love, Love!


Okay, well that's it for now. I'm off to study for my orgo exam. I need to pass, please.